I don’t believe much in resolutions but I’ve come to find it very important lately to have things to keep in my heart to push me forward.
Big Magic by Elizabeth Gilbert has been one big factor that has helped me understand creativity and brought me back to the love of the craft. Another factor is my recent and sudden break up. Somehow, unlike my previous other break ups, I was happy with the person I am now. I realised how I’ve been keeping love in my heart constantly and been living in wonder. Personally, I feel that that’s important. Joy and positivity keeps me going every day and upon the break up, I told myself not to stop dreaming. That’s my first resolution for the year.
I used to hear people say ‘Don’t stop dreaming’ all the time and I took it rather lightly. I don’t know whether they know or apply it in the ‘right’ sense (I say ‘right’ because this can make some people very delusional in the wrong way) but I find that when I can envision things in my mind, that’s when I can make things quickly. Tell me to do something and I’ll take awhile but once I know what I need to do, I will do it quickly and precisely. Like when I envision a print in my mind, I can quickly get it done within the day and I will experiment with many media to achieve the vision in my head. As long as I can see it in my mind, I can get there.
The second resolution is to keep beauty unadulterated. I don’t want to say reproduce unadulterated beauty because beauty cannot be made up but rather taken from all around us and ‘repackaged’ into moments. I have come to see my fashion pieces as ‘capsules of beauty contained in a form’. I take inspiration, always, from unadulterated beauty around me- an orchid alive and an orchid dry and dead. I am merely a viewer who experiences the beauty God puts on display for us to see and I reflect this beauty into fashion pieces that freeze these moments of beauty in a garment. The first experience of unadulterated beauty for me was when I danced freely. There is a sense of rawness and a lightness at the same time when I am one with the music. For a moment, I am caught up in the music and I don’t think but in my head, it feels like sunlight suddenly falling on my head as the clouds clear. The feeling of pure beauty is abstract but it’s a moment I hold dear in my heart all the time when I approach a project. My creative life is all about experiencing, capturing and displaying this unadulterated beauty.
On a separate note, I don’t read much but Big Magic is definitely a book I would recommend everyone to read. (Everyone is a creative individual and hence the book is relevant to everyone.) Everyone wants recognition in their own field of work but when that happens and you think that’s the peak, how do you keep going? This book redefines creativity and lays out the fact that creativity operates on different rules from us humans. Ultimately, what should keep us going is the love for the craft. We shouldn’t be afraid of naysayers (there will never be once when everyone loves your work) and creative breakdowns. This book is seriously good that I bought her other books (I have not read eat.pray.love though I watched the movie!)
To a great 2016 and do keep these resolutions even in the hard times Dawn.